One of my biggest complaints over the last couple of years has been the Mets lack of any overall plan or philosophy. I have consistently said that this team's problems are so much deeper than what we have been forced to watch on a day in day out basis from the big league mess. The reality is that the Mets are not a one big signing away team and they have refused to acknowledge that, instead just plodding along year in and year out acting as everything would be OK. The awful truth is that there has been a flaw in not only the make up of this team but with the entire way the organization is run; and watching the front office refuse to acknowledge it has been just as frustrating as watching the team's dreadful play. It is for that reason that I am excited about the hiring of Sandy Alderson. While I know I will not be ecstatic about his manager and do not anticipate a premium product to grace the filed at Citi Field in 2011, it is extremely refreshing to hear things like "building from the ground up", "a focus on player development", and "the implementation of an overall organizational philosophy." I have said all along, that I have no problem if the Mets don't spend money this year, as long as I believed they were going to focus on fixing the fundamental problems and rebuild their infrastructure; something that I had no hope for up until a week and a half ago.
Unfortunately, it is hard to even share in that small sense of enthusiasm with fellow Met fans, many of whom have become so negative that they choose to rip down any sense of optimism that I wish to express. While I completely understand where these fans are coming from in their stances of "refusing to ever go to a game again" or their criticism of everything even this new, one week old regime does or says, the fact is that I am finding it to be trying on my soul. For five years my baseball life has become stapled with devastation, disappointment, and just an overall tainting of my soul. What has made this even worse is that these feelings are compounded by CONSTANTLY reliving these emotions in conversations with my Met fan brethren. Frankly, I just can't take it anymore. So, as we begin this new era, I choose to look forward and hang on to something positive. I choose to be hopeful.